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unwanted-fan
I am so sorry IF what I wrote here hurt somebody, If I did I did not do it intentionally.

I dont deserve forgiveness> still Im so sorry And I hope in some future time they will forgive what i did.

Also I realized that i have been hiding behind the files I share here and im so sorry I got selfish and wanted attention, I realized that I was wrong, monmon you are right, daiforum isnt just for dai files, dai media, or dai stuffs, Its a place where a group of people share and commune what they feel about something, Its fellowship with friends. Im so blind I didnt see that. I was so preoccupied with myself that some of my friends got hurt. I am so sorry. I wanted attention and thought giving dai media or being a mod will accomplish that. I now know it isnt that. I am so sorry. Please to the persons involved that I hurt again im sorry. I can never take back what I said in the past. please forgive me. I am not good at words I never was. Im not a people person. I thought that by giving someting to somebody they will become my friend. I was so wrong. To all the people that I gave files, I realized that by giving you files that I thought you could accept me as your friend, It turned out that i was wrong. I thought that If DAI was no more that I cant give you any more dai media that i wont have a purpose here no more and my friendship with everybody will fade away. This was my philosophy in life and i am changing it now. Im so sorry.

IF everybody concerned would find it in their hearts to forgive me..



Unwanted fan no more

avan_piper
aww....*tears*

UF, ur the best ever fan really haha! i respect ur decision for leaving, i guess it's just that u feel like there's no more reason for u to hang around since DAI disbanded...

so, well...all the best to you! Best wishes from me and THANX a LOT, i mean it really from the bottom of my heart for your best ever New Year present.

i'm not so sure bout all the things of your past coz i just joined last dec...well, whatever it is, we really appreciate all of your medias, we'll never forget u!

i guessthe others will have more to say later so,once again, hontoni hontoni ARIGATOU!!!

LOVE & PEACE, may you meet Ban Chan in the near future,u deserve it!
Pongo_RST
Oh no...more member to leave....

I dun really know u UF but it's props to u for me having lots of DAI stuffs. Thanks a lot. I do really mean it.

And u're maybe not a mod, but somehow I feel like u're.

So, Bye! good luck for u!
Harmo
Aww Im sorry you felt that way UF but if thats how you feel then Ill respect your decision to leave. All good things come to an end.

Now I see where you were coming from and why you were always so bummed out. Maybe you were dealt a bad hand and was underappreciated but you wont be forgotten. Sorry I never talked much on MSN though, I never knew what to talk about. Wish you success in whatever you do in the future but as long as the DAI members are still making theres still a chance for you to meet them.

Bye UF, take care :wave:
Kirin_Rammer
UF, I'm sad to see u go but I repect ur decision.

I thank you for all the DAI media u uploaded for us. ARIGATOU!!!
Ur passion for DAI is unmatched.

When u decide to come back, this forum will be here to welcome u back.
I'm glad u liked the stuff I sent u.

See u in MSN ne?

small_saint
hm..

I hope you will come back and visit us somedays..
mroneder
okay...i think I know why you always felt that you don't belong here. Good luck and this place will always welcome u back in the future!
Toodles
awww, we'll miss you alot, uf! i don't think the forum will be the same without you and your passion for dai (and banchan! lol)... i hope we can still talk sometime on msn though.

bye uf! you're very much admired!! ^^
MimaKinomoto
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mavrick_45
QUOTE(unwanted-fan)
2 years ago I applied for moderator here, I asked mav and he told me to ask the emperor. I asked the emperor and he said he will think about it. But I in tha back of my mind I felt ashamed because i know if he sees my number of posts its not that impressive as like Dawnie or inuchan. Then again lasst year I applied as mod again (sorry i just wanted respossibility) The emperor said he remembered my first application and said i talk to mav since he wont handle this forum anymore.  I hinted to mav and joked about If he would give me mod , but i think he dosent want it. Im not mad at you mav i respect ur decision. LOL i got desperate and offered you tomiko porn vids right? You said u didnt want it and wanted real tomiko porn vids which dosent exist. hehe lol!!

sure, make me look like the badguy >__<

anyways, you cant ask to be a mod even if you are the most qualified. the only way to become a mod (here) is to be a great enough member that i recognize your ability and invite you to be a mod. -__-;;



TAKE CARE ON YOUR LIFES JOURNY UF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you 4 everything
DAI"roxtar"36
cheers for all the times you shared DAI stuff!!! XD

but you don't have to leave just cause DAI broke up...what about all us fans here! that's a good enough reason to stay, right? well, if this is what you really want, i guess there's no use stopping you...

take care in the future!! n...i think you'll be back...hehe

peace@
tito
Uf, you're the best media guru that I have seen in any forum. Thanks for expanding my DAI files. I never forgot the present that you gave me on my birthday (Hi no accoustic). I remembered when I first joined, I viewed through all the old threads in EMH and only your files were still available for download. The rest had died off long before I joined. Thanks again. I respect your decision to leave and the forum will always be opened to you. Hope to meet you on MSN Messenger!
Ignorance
I was mentioned! Yay! gogo was mentioned! yay!

You'll be back though tongue.gif just like me (I hope)

you can't drift away from me >_< *clings onto UF*

ps lol so you and ptrip is same person? that somehow makes sense tongue.gif and I think it was me who sent you it sad.gif, but all the same biggrin.gif

psps: talk to me more on msn man!
Yahiko
;.; dun leave us gamzkun
*TangerineRaven*
*bursts out in tears* unwanted-fan! You're wanted here.. please stay T___T Everyone loves you! You bring Ban-chan's goodness and love to this forum! Hope to see you come back sometime *waves*
sushi891
Aww. Best of Luck to you man, take care. Be sure to come visit when you can.
Dinaluban61
I'm really gonna miss you UF. From the bottom of our hearts, we are truly going to miss you. I hope to see you once more in the future.
tomikolover
Aw UF I liked you. Farewell!
ANNA
Thanks a lot for everything you did for us! I'll miss you! T_T

see ya for Do As Infinity's return! I'm sure they'll come back! ^^
Tape
Thank you for everything, UF.. don't feel like you're unwanted just because you won't have anything to contribute anymore -- you're a fan among fans, if not the most dedicated and frustrated one who deserves the most.

I remember making the :bow: smiley in 2x, 5x, and 50x its original size to post in your threads, hahaha

again, I owe you a lot.

hope to see you again!
jan_koller
you were, are and will be always the best...

p.s.: you are really a fistro
lone-wolf
i've been here for 1 month. i didn't noe alot of things and u explained alot although i bet u must haf puked blood out of desperation along the way. at msn, u talked the most to me and always prompted me to any new additions to ur tomiko treasure chest. u were the video guru here but u r still wanted here even though there are no more new DAi videos. we will still need ur power in getting ban-chan videos. DAi is dead but our friendship here lives forever. B4 u go, i think u deserve an extremely loud round of applause for all u have done for the fellow forumers here.



CLAPPING OUT LOUD WITH TEARS IN MY EYES... THANK YOU X1000000..

best of luck to you for the future and i realli hope tou get to befriend tomiko cos u really deserves it.

*ps: u will still prompt me on msn if u have any new videos of ban-chan wont u?
inuchan
QUOTE

\"sorenara migi wo tore
shinjiteru mama ni
bokura wa hidari e to yuku
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
  If that's so, take the right
  I'll keep on believing
  We go to the left

mata dokoka de omoidashite
kitto bokura mo  onaji ame ni utarete iru no sa
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
  Somewhere, remember again
  that the same rain will surely fall on us\"


Do As Infinity ~Tao~
(Romaji and translation by Cori chan)
DAIs Apprentice
yeah, dude. Go ahead and leave. That's just so like you. What happened to you???

All you think of the members here are like being so friendly to yah because they want dai stuff anyways. I told you that it has become more than a place to get DAI stuff to most of the members.

If you ask me, you're the one who lost your "passion" for the forum and DAI itself, how can u become mod then, huh? It's not about the posts and remember the responsibility.

I still can't forgive you for what you said to me dude, PAINT THAT IN BLACK.

gomen for my comment, just a little thing i needed to get out of my head.
DoTheNANA
QUOTE(DAI's Apprentice)
yeah, dude. Go ahead and leave. That's just so like you. What happened to you???

All you think of the members here are like being so friendly to yah because they want dai stuff anyways. I told you that it has become more than a place to get DAI stuff to most of the members.

If you ask me, you're the one who lost your \"passion\" for the forum and DAI itself, how can u become mod then, huh? It's not about the posts and remember the responsibility.

I still can't forgive you for what you said to me dude, PAINT THAT IN BLACK.

gomen for my comment, just a little thing i needed to get out of my head.

what the fuck? Dun be so mean~ obviously he's the one with problems and u blame him for that? Even tho I didn't know him I really think he's one of the best DAI fans ever and has more passion than u will ever have U_U
linku
Aww...UF, you will truly be missed. You're the biggest, most devoted DAI fan I know. Thank you for all the videos that you have kindly shared with the world of DAI fans. Hope that you will come back to visit. =)
Kyoyama_Tomiko
wow UF....u shocked me....
wish we knew eachother better, but well, for that is msn messenger...
please take care, never lose the passion for DAI, as KR said once, u are really the model of what a dai fan should b....best wishes!
davus0
Well, you will always be a legend here, and we’ll be overjoyed if you decide to return, too. Do I even dare say that, being such a newbie next to you?

At least ninety percent of my DAI videos end with ‘Encoded by ainouta.' But above and beyond that it would've been wonderful to know you better. I tried to express something about this before in 2DL but it warrants another attempt to say that, from the start, I thought of you as a truly exemplary DAI fan, like what Kirin said. Your posts give the impression that you genuinely believe in Tomiko and Do As Infinity, somehow. I get a really positive sense from your words and I don’t see you making the same kind of small-minded criticisms I indulge in, feeling too abashed about how I like this one group so much.

Never mind why. No matter what, it takes tons of courage to love, especially something as seemingly small as a song or face, without ever being cynical or conceited. You've continually reminded me of how important that is, though. So I’ll miss your posts, but I will not quibble with your decision whatsoever because your heart is much wiser than I or mine. Much more, return or not, I just hope you keep that positive spirit. It’s definitely a credit to your character, and may it serve you as well as it has inspired others.
Tangerine Dreamer
Like davus said, UF, you're legendary ... you'll always be a presence here. Sorry to see you go, and that I never really got to know you. All of those accounts were yours? I never realized about Howl's Moving Castle ... and for the record, Tape's right. The respect you have around here didn't just come from your EMH contributions. You'll never be unwanted.
Love & peace.
maiji
DAI live in New York is my first shock
DAI disband is my second shock
YOU leaving is my third shock I believe cos ur one of the most greatest, legendary and die hard fan of DAI or to artists in general I have ever seen. Your devotion simply touched me and even shock me at times haha. Somtimes I just can't help calling you da crazy fan. But I can understand cos sometimes I'm to da verge of feeling dat way~ feeling it's so unfair they go to US, crying for their disband. Yet I know my emotions cannot be compared to yours because ur feelings to them is just....so much more smile.gif

Of course, I do not wish for your departure and yet I can slightly understand it. However, not fully. Cos you can't contribute anymore or u can't be a mod? Wutever it is, I respect you. I dunno wut it is b/w u and Apprentice... cos ur both such nice ppl I've met on da forums... I am a bit shock from his comment as I can't believe it. All i see from you is die hard passion of DAI and always giving ppl files until they feel ashamed of themselves haha At least to me it is~ I remember you can just gimme files w/o asking for returns and all you say is "Hey, anything for a DAI fan." Just that line from you... i dun think I can be able to believe any negative comments from others.

Be it dat you mite have changed or sumthing like Apprentice have said... i wasn't there to witness it. My image of you have just stayed as da "crazy" fan, and I'm willing and I hope for it to just stay dat way.

Dear Friend, so long...


lone-wolf
i think UF has already left us since he has stopped posting for a couple of days.

LOOK HERE AGAIN, UF!!! see how all of us misses u and enjoyed ur company,

stay longer, maybe u will find more reasons to stay.
inuchan
QUOTE(unwanted-fan)
I am so sorry IF what I wrote here hurt somebody, If I did I did not do it intentionally.

I dont deserve forgiveness> still Im so sorry And I hope in some future time they will forgive what i did.

Also I realized that i have been hiding behind the files I share here and im so sorry I got selfish and wanted attention, I realized that I was wrong, monmon you are right, daiforum isnt just for dai files, dai media, or dai stuffs, Its a place where a group of people share and commune what they feel about something, Its fellowship with friends. Im so blind I didnt see that. I was so preoccupied with myself that some of my friends got hurt. I am so sorry. I wanted attention and thought giving dai media or being a mod will accomplish that. I now know it isnt that. I am so sorry. Please to the persons involved that I hurt again im sorry.  I can never take back what I said in the past. please forgive me. I am not good at words I never was. Im not a people person. I thought that by giving someting to somebody they will become my friend. I was so wrong. To all the people that I gave files, I realized that by giving you files that I thought you could accept me as your friend, It turned out that i was wrong. I thought that If DAI was no more that I cant give you any more dai media that i wont have a purpose here no more and my friendship with everybody will fade away. This was my philosophy in life and i am changing it now. Im so sorry.

IF everybody concerned would find it in their hearts to forgive me..



Unwanted fan no more

I think that when a problem occurs, friends try and talk about it, and find a solution.

It may take time of course, some words may take time to ease away........But in the end I am sure that tensions can be settled.


Why not beginning by staying around the forums? ^^
frozen ray
goodbye kind sir!!~ good luck in the future!!~ =P
maiji
dun blame urself too much...

since now u changed ur philosophy why don't u stay?? smile.gif

DAI disbanded but we still need to pay attention to them individually rite?

and who knows, what's keeping us here or what's keeping ME here is of course due to the ppl here, the music , the culture, the communcation we get n also I believe deep in our hearts we are here to anticipate the return of DAI..so how can u leave this strong gang?
clementine_dream
user posted image

Bye UF, been a pleasure to know you... and may your files live on eheh.

*tips hat*
HeartlessCloud
unwanted-fan, to be completely honest, I don't know you well personally at all. I wish I knew you better, and I hope you recondsider your decision to leave.

I didn't like you just because you offered files and stuff here and at your website, I think you're cool because I can tell, as a huge fan myself, that you too have an immense place in your heart for Do As Infinity, and you weren't afraid to show it. I do wish you opened up yourself a bit more on the boards, but that's something I've yet to do here, so it's not a harsh criticism or anything.

I'm not sure what spurred this seemingly abrupt departure, but I hope it doesn't leave you bitter about any of us here or about Do As themselves. Remember the good times here, and I'm sure if you talk it over and try to work it out, I'm sure whatever problems you've faced can come to a close.

Later my friend,
HeartlessCloud
ken-sama
QUOTE(clementine_dream)
user posted image

Bye UF, been a pleasure to know you... and may your files live on eheh.

*tips hat*

dude, that fucking kicks ass.

@UF: dude! Good luck in life man! message me on msn sometimes aight? =P Out of everyone that I know, you are what truly defines the meaning of a fan. Ban-chan would be proud of you :-D
lone-wolf
QUOTE(unwanted-fan)


I dont deserve forgiveness> still Im so sorry And I hope in some future time they will forgive what i did.

monmon you are right, daiforum isnt just for dai files, dai media, or dai stuffs, Its a place where a group of people share and commune what they feel about something, Its fellowship with friends. I thought that by giving someting to somebody they will become my friend. I was so wrong. To all the people that I gave files, I realized that by giving you files that I thought you could accept me as your friend, It turned out that i was wrong. I thought that If DAI was no more that I cant give you any more dai media that i wont have a purpose here no more and my friendship with everybody will fade away.

i dunno which group of people ur message was for, but some of ur words disturbed me.

1) u dun need to keep giving people stuffs to make people accept u as a friend. i like u for who u were and not for ur files. friends who liked u only because u gave them stuffs are probably hypocrites and bastards. i am sorry if u met some cos u sound like some friends forsaken you before.

2) and what in the world makes u think tt u exist solely for ur DAi media files. Yes u were the media guru here and maybe u will not be able to churn out any more videos, but i'm sure the people here likes u as a forumer and nt for ur videos. LIke i said before, DAi may be dead, but our friendships lives on forever. and who says u cant churn out anymore videos? didn't u just came up with a awesome ban-chan hold me video?

3) i dunno who u offended, but i'm sure u will be forgiven...
lone-wolf
QUOTE(unwanted-fan)


I dont deserve forgiveness> still Im so sorry And I hope in some future time they will forgive what i did.

monmon you are right, daiforum isnt just for dai files, dai media, or dai stuffs, Its a place where a group of people share and commune what they feel about something, Its fellowship with friends. I thought that by giving someting to somebody they will become my friend. I was so wrong. To all the people that I gave files, I realized that by giving you files that I thought you could accept me as your friend, It turned out that i was wrong. I thought that If DAI was no more that I cant give you any more dai media that i wont have a purpose here no more and my friendship with everybody will fade away.

i dunno which group of people ur message was for, but some of ur words disturbed me.

1) u dun need to keep giving people stuffs to make people accept u as a friend. i like u for who u were and not for ur files. friends who liked u only because u gave them stuffs are probably hypocrites and bastards. i am sorry if u met some cos u sound like some friends forsaken you before.

2) and what in the world makes u think tt u exist solely for ur DAi media files. Yes u were the media guru here and maybe u will not be able to churn out any more videos, but i'm sure the people here likes u as a forumer and nt for ur videos. LIke i said before, DAi may be dead, but our friendships lives on forever. and who says u cant churn out anymore videos? didn't u just came up with a awesome ban-chan hold me video?

3) i dunno who u offended, but i'm sure u will be forgiven...
stormydog
Thanks for the many significant contributions you've been doing for all of us DAI fans.
We welcome you back anytime!
stormydog
Thanks for the many significant contributions you've been doing for all of us DAI fans.
We welcome you back anytime!
aristrist
Good Bye and Thank you for sharing your files with everybody!! You are a legend on this forum and will be greatly missed... Come back anytime you feel like something in your life is missing. Jya-NE
ainouta
QUOTE(clementine_dream)
user posted image

Bye UF, been a pleasure to know you... and may your files live on eheh.

*tips hat*

Oh My gosh! thank you !

That pic is so cool =)
SilverAutomatic
QUOTE(DAI's Apprentice)
yeah, dude. Go ahead and leave. That's just so like you. What happened to you???

All you think of the members here are like being so friendly to yah because they want dai stuff anyways. I told you that it has become more than a place to get DAI stuff to most of the members.

If you ask me, you're the one who lost your \"passion\" for the forum and DAI itself, how can u become mod then, huh? It's not about the posts and remember the responsibility.

I still can't forgive you for what you said to me dude, PAINT THAT IN BLACK.

gomen for my comment, just a little thing i needed to get out of my head.

That's kind of messed up, man.

Granted, i'm not sure what went on since i've only been here about a month, but - still.

Either way, kind-a sucks to see you leave UF. Granted, we never really chatter on MSN or anything like that - but it still sucks to see a fan leave. It seems like your a 'fan favorate' around here - and checking back, I can truly see why. But, I respect you and your decision more than any post could ever convey.

Really hope to see you back here in the future.
Best of luck
-Bryan

"Dear friends, so long..."

[Feel free to contact me via e-mail - stf55d@sbcglobal.net]
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